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Deliver Me

A Novel

Audiobook
0 of 1 copy available
Wait time: About 2 weeks
0 of 1 copy available
Wait time: About 2 weeks
At a meatpacking facility in the Missouri Ozarks, Dee-Dee and her coworkers kill and butcher 40,000 chickens in a single shift.
The work is repetitive and brutal, with each stab and cut a punishment to her hands and joints, but Dee-Dee's more concerned with what is happening inside her body. After a series of devastating miscarriages, Dee-Dee has found herself pregnant, and she is determined to carry this child to term. Dee-Dee fled the Pentecostal church years ago, but judgment follows her in the form of regular calls from her mother, whose raspy voice urges Dee-Dee to quit living in sin and marry her boyfriend Daddy, an underemployed ex-con with an insect fetish.

With a child on the way, at long last Dee-Dee can bask in her mother's and boyfriend's newfound parturient attention. She will matter. She will be loved. She will be complete. When her charismatic friend Sloane reappears after a twenty-year absence, feeding her insecurities and awakening suppressed desires, Dee-Dee fears she will go back to living in the shadows. Neither the ultimate indignity of yet another miscarriage nor Sloane's own pregnancy deters her: she must prepare for the baby's arrival.
Contains mature themes.
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    • Publisher's Weekly

      August 7, 2023
      Nash (Animals Eat Each Other) returns with an unsettling story about a woman living with her ex-con boyfriend, Daddy, who has a strange insect fetish and emotionally neglects her. Dee-Dee spends her days working at a chicken plant in Missouri, where employees slaughter 50,000 chickens per day. At night, she returns home to Daddy and dreams about her baby-to-come: she’s tested positive on a pregnancy test again, after a series of heartbreaking miscarriages. When her childhood friend Sloane moves into the upstairs apartment, Dee-Dee’s relationship with Daddy changes in subtle ways, and she starts to wonder if Sloane—who, as a teenager, was impregnated by their church’s pastor and is now a mother—wants to take over her life. Dee-Dee’s fears, and the lingering church doctrine looming in her thoughts, drive the book to an explosive ending that will stun readers. Nash lays her characters bare, and the hints of body horror and vivid descriptions of Dee-Dee’s despair tease at underlying pathological issues (“You still have the mentality of a child,” Daddy tells her). Readers drawn to gritty character studies should take a look. Agent: Kent Wolf, Neon Literary.

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  • English

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