Starred review from August 15, 2024
In this graphic memoir, a young biracial woman recalls her complicated emotions when she returns from America to her childhood home in Japan. Nineteen-year-old Christine is excited to study Japanese in Tokyo, where she lived until age 5. Being "half"--with a Japanese mother and a white American father--has long been a source of pain because it's been the main lens through which other people, both Asian and white, see her. While leaving Japan made Christine an outsider, she hopes that going back will help her "stop feeling lost" and offer a sense of belonging. She envisions new adventures with new friends, but her excitement is tempered by embarrassment that her Japanese isn't fluent. Initially Tokyo is thrilling, but even there she despairs of being seen for herself rather than being exoticized. As she's variously judged to be too Japanese and not Japanese enough, Christine begins to feel alienated and hopeless and slides into depression. Christine's portrayal is appealing and true to life; Mari captures her fragile emotional state with care and accuracy, and her self-loathing, self-isolation, and endless rumination are brought to life in strikingly realistic ways. The muted light-purple-and-black color palette with occasional pops of color evokes nostalgia and melancholy. The artwork creatively conveys Christine's experiences, from the Tokyo backdrop to her internal state (such as black scribbles representing the Japanese speech she can't understand). Identity issues and mental health crises portrayed with depth and authenticity.(Graphic memoir. 13-18)
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October 15, 2024
Grades 8-12 How can you be whole when everyone tells you you're half? In this graphic memoir, Mari (Diary of a Tokyo Teen, 2016) explores growing up with a Japanese mother and an American father, as well as the experiences of living in both the U.S. and Japan. As a child, Mari feels exoticized, not quite fitting in with her friends or surroundings in the States. She hopes moving to Japan will help define her identity, as she works on getting in touch with her roots and studying Japanese. Though the pressure of self-discovery becomes too much to handle, Mari reconnects with her grandparents and transcends language barriers so her family can be her lifeline. As depression tries to pull her under, Mari agonizes over why she can't be normal and why she feels so broken. With the help of friends, family, and therapy, Mari comes to recognize that healing comes from within and tackles her self-image. Muted colors and hand-drawn illustrations deliver an intimate look into a difficult period. A touching story that anyone who's felt alone can connect with.
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November 1, 2024
A Japanese American author-illustrator describes her inner journey to find herself while taking an actual journey to Japan. With an Asian mother and a white father, nineteen-year-old Christine has never felt as if she fit in anywhere and hopes that a year living in the country of her birth will make her feel like a whole person instead of just "half." Initially excited, Christine soon finds fitting in just as hard in Japan -- she's exoticized for being biracial, and her lack of fluency in the language makes her feel awkward and lonely. Her range of emotions is well expressed in the illustrations, which are tinted in various shades of purple that manage to suit both her upbeat outlook and her eventual depression. Pops of pink (neon and pastel) add interest, and the book's only full-color scene (a single-page illustration of a blooming cherry tree) highlights Christine's crucial realization that the blossoms' beauty lies not in their short life but in their resilient return year after year. With support from her Japanese grandparents and through regular conversations with a therapist, Christine slowly and believably regains hope and learns it's okay to be uncertain about what life holds for her. Biracial identity, mental health, and Japanese culture are explored in this deeply personal graphic memoir. Jennifer M. Brabander
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July 1, 2024
A Japanese American author-illustrator describes her inner journey to find herself while taking an actual journey to Japan. With an Asian mother and a white father, nineteen-year-old Christine has never felt as if she fit in anywhere and hopes that a year living in the country of her birth will make her feel like a whole person instead of just "half." Initially excited, Christine soon finds fitting in just as hard in Japan -- she's exoticized for being biracial, and her lack of fluency in the language makes her feel awkward and lonely. Her range of emotions is well expressed in the illustrations, which are tinted in various shades of purple that manage to suit both her upbeat outlook and her eventual depression. Pops of pink (neon and pastel) add interest, and the book's only full-color scene (a single-page illustration of a blooming cherry tree) highlights Christine's crucial realization that the blossoms' beauty lies not in their short life but in their resilient return year after year. With support from her Japanese grandparents and through regular conversations with a therapist, Christine slowly and believably regains hope and learns it's okay to be uncertain about what life holds for her. Biracial identity, mental health, and Japanese culture are explored in this deeply personal graphic memoir.
(Copyright 2024 by The Horn Book, Incorporated, Boston. All rights reserved.)